I told you forever then I left you for better...though it turned out to be worse.
Betrayed you in a daze an ugly alcoholic maze...
filled with selfish desires numbed from a drug filled haze...
I thought I was the one done wrong...and I sang my sad pitiful song...
My mind told me I was right....I had yet to see the light...
It took two years plus God then Sobriety...
for me to see the lusty, rusty mess of a wife I had come to be
Now I see it wasnt so much you as much as it was me...
I cried to the world and wiped my tears with a bottle..
I blaimed it on not havin a good role model...
Yet I was a grown women makin grown decsions and still actin like a child
A weak excuse for a reason to act buck wild...
Our life together was a lesson learned and I failed the test...
Although our marriage has come to rest...please accept my apoligetic jest...
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Hey hun, the ifrst class is free then its 35 a class. We really need people to keep it going! Its advanced hip hop and on monday night from 7 to 8. If u need a ride I can't pick up u
I like this alot your a writer and friends with my boy Jwork
i can sooo relate well minus being a wife and the bottle but i have my own vices.
This was well written, I enjoyed it
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