Tristan Is a Good Name..

17 years old, I met him..He was smooth, he had style, he was so so sweet and handsome. My first love. Ill call him Mr.P. The world was perfect when I was with him. We were the couple all our peers wanted to be around and be like. We were perfect in every way. All the girls wanted him, while all the guys wanted me, and him and I had each other. I was his first for everything...he was my first for many things..We got engaged, and then...I met her. The girl who claimed to be dating him as well...everything crashed around me. I didnt belive her words, but I couldnt deny her proof. So we broke up soon after. 18 years old now. We both got married young to different people, I always thought of him and wondered how he was doing. What he was doing. One day I saw his father in the obituatries, I tried to contact to him to no avail. One day after I had left my ex husband I saw Mr.p on myspace. I wrote him, he was also divorced. Everything seemed to be happening for a reason, perfect timing and once again my first love was my current love. However things were not the same...we were both different people at this point. 22 years old wanting to be 17 all over again. So I made the decision for us to split again, we have still kept in touch, he will forever be close to my heart. Which made the news I got today even harder...Hes moving away he text. Then he said " I feel like i should tell you why but I dont want to".." I have a son on the way, I just want to do what I feel is right".."His name is going to be Tristan". Im thinking why is he telling me this. Im fighting back tears even though I dont want to be with him I dont want to hear this. Why couldnt he just move and have never told me this. Even though Im so in love with my significant other right now... that is not what I wanted to hear. I have always dreaded hearing this news from him. When he was married I cried at the thought of seeing him with a baby. Now it seems that is going to be a reality. I wish you well Mr.P and I like text you back "Tristan is a good name".